I would like to pray right now to ease my heart. Sweet Jesus, please take the hate from the hearts of those who seek to hurt me. Please show them the path to Your Love. Take from them their pain, their bitterness, their multitude of demons. Make them whole in Your Love. Lead them to Peace so that they may not judge others in reflection of the judgement written against them on their filthy self-righteous rags of souls. I pray that they will REPENT and let You into their hearts so the judgements against them may be washed clean and their names written in the Book of Life. In Your Name Sweet Jesus I Pray, Amen.
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*hugs* Neon back.
He is a jerk, he thinks that he can put me off and off and off and take other jobs and I won't care. He was wrong, I told him he's fired. :)
It felt good but now I need to find someone else. I mean I pay 15 bucks an hour just to get a looser to come, I can't afford to hire siding guys, they have a freaking truck, that's a minimum 25 bucks an hour. ;)
The only person I trust to come when he says he will is the plumber. He's wonderful.
But I still have sanding and painting to do tonight and I'm tired. I still want to scream. And there is no way I'll get the outside painting finished before it gets too cold. And my house is still all pulled apart because of the floors needing to cure.
God I'm a whiner.
It won't be too bad, the ceiling is only 9 feet. :) I need to primer it to see if the plaster is done enough. I watched the dude do it, so if I see any marks I'm going to try to fix it myself, I suck at plaster but if i screw it up it will sand off, and if I do good, then I can paint it and it will be done. :)
I need a hug. :( And a shower.