I'm still sick and I can't sleep at all because when I lay down my nose clogs totally and drives me freaking bananas. Sometimes I feel better and think I'm ok but then after I start doing stuff I realise I'm not. *sniff* I went out on Saturday because I felt fine, but I wasn't fine, it was a feint. Within a feint, within a feint. You know? *blows nose* I mean, how is that possible? To feel fine one minute and the next minute I'm sick again. Huh? AG?? I'm looking at you. You know about this kind of stuff. *horks politely* Fuck. Fuck fuckidy fuck fuck. How will I know if I'm really better or not? This could go on forever! *grumbles and feels sorry for herself cuz no one else will* Yes, I'm whiny. So what? Yes I have a red nose, DUH! And stuff. Grooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooan. I'm tired, I've had like 4 hours sleep since Saturday. Not good. Not good a tall. I don't even know what I'm typing. I'm going to go cry now...